Post by Husky on Dec 1, 2012 21:14:39 GMT -5
amberjewel
[/b][/size]"amber" for her fiery, orange/red fur && "jewel" for her unusual beauty [/font]
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AGE 30 moons
GENDER she-cat
RANK warrior
CLAN forestclan
LOOKS Amberjewel is absolutely gorgeous. Her fur is long, thick, and fairly soft, although she gets her share of tangles, being a feral cat, after all. Said fur is an amber hue, as noted by her name; it's a light, titian color overall, but very rich and orange in some places, particularly in the coloring of her faint tabby markings. Her eyes are an icy pure blue, with pink rims, and her nose is splotched with black. Her paws are white, all four of them, but not so white as to be shocking against her pale orange fur.
LIKES compliments, being admired, being flirted with, her reflection, being doted on, being taken care of, getting attention, adventure, daydreaming, beautiful things, stories, love, dramatic speeches, passionate lovers, stargazing, night swims, forbidden love, snow
DISLIKES being insulted, loneliness, being bored, slow paced tasks, being ignored, failure, menial things, repetitiveness, following the rules, not being the center of attention, hard times, complete darkness, getting dirty, uptight cats, predictableness, being between lovers
FEARS losing her beauty, losing her family, being outcast, not being loved, abandonment
HOPES that her prince charming will come and sweep her off her feet, to see her mother again, to be loved and admired by many/all
OVERALL
[+] popular Amberjewel is a very popular feline. Everyone just seems to gravitate toward her; toms, she-cats, the smart, the dumb, the young, the old- but especially toms. She has many friends and admirers, and many toms are infatuated with her. This may be because of her beauty, or simply because she has a light unmet by any other around her. There's a radiance within that shines out through her beauty; she is attractive, physically and otherwise.
[-] narcissistic Unfortunately, Amberjewel knows that she's gorgeous, and she loves herself just as much as everyone else loves her. Preening and full of herself, she likes nothing more than to look upon her own reflection; no, scratch that, she does like something more- being complimented. She swells with pride to hear time and time again how beautiful she is, and she never grows tired of hearing it, either. She would love to spend the day hearing in great detail just how flawless she is, and she loves talking about herself. Amberjewel craves attention, and she likes to be the center of it at all times. If given the chance, she'll show off in any way possible, and she knows how to make everyone stare; she feeds off of envy and lust, and enjoys knowing that she caused it.
[+] brave Amberjewel has a great deal of self-confidence, and on the pro side, she's very brave. She's not afraid to take a chance, and she'll go out on a limb for something she desires or cares about. In a fight, no matter what kind, she won't back down. She makes a fine warrior, just another reason others are attracted to her; a warrior that seems not to fear death, or know loss, but blindly and ambitiously fights.
[-] inconsiderate Amberjewel is also very inconsiderate. She doesn't seem to care much for other's problems, not for a lack of compassion, but simply because she's far more important than they are. In fact, it's not that she doesn't care, really- it's just that she's so self-absorbed and wrapped up in her own world that she barely even notices anyone else's problems. Sometimes she takes pity on others, and she will certainly listen to others talk at times, but very impatiently, and will always hurriedly change the subject and focus back to and on herself.
[+] romantic Romantic, both in the traditional definition and otherwise. She's got a thirst for adventure, and she wants to live her life like a fairy tale, full of daring fights and passionate love. Amberjewel has extremely high standards, which doesn't keep her from having flings with those that don't meet them, but does keep her from realizing that she's never going to meet "Mr. Perfect". Still, she refuses to settle for anything less than the best, the most exciting, the most thrilling of things. She has her head in the clouds, and her mind is full of big dreams and much longing. She wants her life to be beautiful and fulfilling, and when things are flat or dull to her, she can get irritated and/or bored fast. With romantic love, she's difficult to win over. Everything has to be just perfect for her to be all in.
[-] dependent Even though she's more than self-sufficient enough, Amberjewel is still, on many levels, a highly dependent sort of creature. Forever the "little sister" among her siblings, she loves to be taken care of by others, and secretly craves the caring tenderness of a parent watching over her. She has what one might call "daddy issues", although, honestly, a fair amount of "mommy issues" as well. She likes best those that make her feel safe and out of harm, because that's what she's lacked throughout her life. She seeks constantly to fill the void left by her absentee parents with the attention of others and the pointless affection won from suitors. She pretends to be independent and seems strong willed, but really she wants to be doted upon and, essentially, parented, by a partner. If you can get her to notice you and pay attention to something other than herself, she's shockingly easy to manipulate; she'll pour everything she has into the biggest of assholes, if he gives her just enough to make her want more. She can be extremely warm-hearted and sometimes very, very needy, but this part of her is only uncovered in certain circumstances.
PAST
- amberkit Amberjewel never knew her mother, but she insists that she remembers the smell of her, remembers her presence. Her mother, Damiana, was gone the morning after she and her siblings were born. Damiana was... untamed. Eerie, rare, and unusual, her connection to nature was unnatural and strong, and she believed that everything in nature had a voice to hear and listen to, if only one chooses; she heard omens in the wind, read prophecies in the stars, tasted the future with every breath, read patterns in the frost. She happened upon Forestclan, and upon the tom that would become Amberjewel's father. Damiana saw in this tom that good fruit would be borne, so she went with him to the clan. The clan found her odd, and her extreme spirituality was rejected and found to be terribly annoying, but they still rejoiced in her pregnancy. It was after she bore four beautiful, healthy kits that she vanished into the forest again, wild as a dancing flame, to continue making her own life; leaving her kits and their father to fend without her. Of course, her lover was unhappy, but to such an extent as to become bitter, and cold. His love for his kits was tainted as he raised them alone as he best could, and for Amberkit, it was never enough. It was a terrible thing, the way he raised those kits, and Amberkit never quite understood; all she knew was that she never could do well enough, in her harsh, pessimistic father's eyes. Nothing was ever bright enough for him. So, instead, Amberkit would go off on adventures, alone or with siblings or other kits in tow. She was always punished severely, but she relished the attention, even when she was made an example of. She bragged to anyone that would listen that one day, she'd become leader, and Forestclan would be at its best.
- amberpaw As Amberpaw's father grew older, he began, more and more, to lose his mind. For his unhappiness, he blamed Damiana, and to some extent, their kits. He was known to lash out at random, his loud, raving words were uncalled for, and something had gone out of his eyes entirely. One day, he happened upon a loner, whose eyes were familiar to his; too similar to Damiana was the loner, but it was not she, and in his blind rage he attacked and killed her anyway, thinking her the one that had broken his heart. This "Damiana" was surprisingly strong, though, and his wounds afterward were grave; they took infection, and with Amberpaw crouched very close to her beloved father, he died. Amberpaw was absolutely despondent. She could not be consoled for the loss of her most-loved daddy, although the heartless bastard had hardly spared a moment on her. She automatically began training hard with her mentor, harder than ever before. She was torn between apathy and uncontrollable grieving, even moons after her father's death. Snarling, she blamed the loner for "murdering" her father, and refused to see any wrongdoing on his part. Her constant hysterics left her to her siblings to console and parent, and she drew even closer to each. There were a few young toms she flirted with then, but she was still an awkward, puffy little ginger cat, and it wasn't until later that she blossomed into a female of incomparable beauty.
- amberjewel This was it, her prime. She had mostly managed to shed her sadness over her father, and had been raised by her siblings. Her personality was nearly fully developed, not to mention her physique; toms and she-cats alike couldn't help but stop and stare at her striking looks. Her eyes were big and luminous, stunning, and some couldn't help but note the similarity to her mother, from many moons before. Even her former mentor took notice of his disciple's considerable physical assets, as she grew stronger and stronger by the moon.
OTHER okay well... i'm kind of in love with her so... bye <3